from green to blue

because of some heated argument between my mum alone against three of my high school teachers (and, of course, something far worse i cant say publicly), mum has finally decided to move my two elementary siblings to ateneo. definitely, from my point of view, its a good decision. i have always hated hw*siong (obuse man, galing gn censor ko lang para kun isearch ang hw*siong indi magwa blog ko sa results hahahaha). honestly, i hated some of my classmates, most of my teachers for being too judgmental and their crude display of favoritism, and the memories of that school that had been haunting me for quite some time (effin dark evil memories lol).

nonetheless, if you ask me, i wont dare change the past and go to some other school. although ive experienced hell in that damned place, its still the environment that molded me into who i am today. academically, no (seriously, the education there is way behind other schools except for math lol..syempre padaku nila mga estudyante para mag negosyo). but in other aspects, yes. well, not all aspects. i havent learned a single thing about God from that school. since, obviously, it is hell.

without hw*siong, i would have never met my classmates, who are always there keeping an eye (make that two) on you, minding your own business even if its not theirs, and making chismis. definitely, without them, i would have never learned to tolerate other people beyond things one couldnt imagine. also, i would have never learned to strive studying if it werent for my useless teachers--who, should i say, were favoring some other person who didnt STRIVE hard enough while, i, on the other hard, was outside the campus joining contests. sheesh, it was my biggest mistake. plus the fact: i wasnt credited for any of my efforts. and the list continues. as in. :)) in contrast to everything above, it made me wonder why some people couldnt get over high school. why, oh, why? still, no reason will change my mind why i hate high school. but theres always an exemption. lol. my friends. (biiig smiley face)

and talking about friends, i couldnt handle my fifth grade sibling crying and sobbing every five minutes. when i joined her to watch disney channel (lol), she would cry every commercial break thinking about her friends. to cheer her up, i told her that the ateneo uniform will look good on her. :)) seriously, i dont know any emotional stuff, so pardon me. lol.