ngaa as in why

ahay. ngaa wala topnotcher aw?
. . .

anywho, my phone's like shet. gaga ka, ngaa wala ka bluetooth man?
seriously. ngaa?
ps: aien, pls pay in advance if you want the fb photos your kapitbahay crush.
cash lang, please ;)

come back to me

the thrill of blogging (and of revealing things i normally dont to people, eh?) just ceased into neverland for the past weeks. ive wondered why, really. is it because of the fact that ive grown tired of typing my daily nonsense and that ive learned to deal things in my own, perhaps sensible, way. or that i have deeper personal issues w/c i couldnt bare the idea of seeing this blog a lot more dramatic than what i would have feared of. or maybe, just maybe, ive lamented over and over that i need to leave this cyberspace for good.

...nahh, i was sooo tired that i couldnt press a single damn key.

seriously, lame reason. but hey, one of those statements COULD BE the exact explanation towards my inevitable absence. whatever the reason was, im still here. hello, blog, im back from a very long, long vacation. :)


i wished i had actually. but not posting anything just made me feel so. away from home -- drama :)) but really, having myself facing away from the monitor made me realize that whenever im stuck w/ you, all i ever think of were problems and suicidal thoughts, to say it the least. suicidal or not suicidal, you made me feel that way. why i have unfortunately crawled back again to what i used to call my fire exit from hell is still a mystery to you and to me (?) but being here pondering on useless things as the time passes by is definitely refreshing. and, comforting. plus you listen -- of which most people lack of. pffft. anywho, just forget about everything that i just said. its good to be back :]

Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam,

Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home...