Hello, Again. And Again.

hello, blog. you might be tired already. from all my nth attempts to give blogging a chance. you may be tired, but i'm equally tired as well. not only from the attempts, but also with how my life is running at the moment.

by life, i mean nursing. because that's the only life i'm facing almost everyday. and it's a very very sad and unfortunate reality i must face, like a horror movie played on repeat. but as time passed by, i've come to conquer my fears about this sorrowed nursing misery that traps my almost utter existence in this shallow world.

after all, i'm 2 semesters away from graduation. 2 semesters away. i can't even.

but then, as of the mean time, let me contemplate and waste another 30 minutes of time of reconnecting about what my life has been since my more-that-a-year absence:

1. 3rd year. not really that cruel, for me that is, as compared to how previous level 3 students have shared their terrorizing fate and experiences in clinical nursing. i'm having a wonderful time, seriously, no pun intended.
2. love life. too many stories, but still the same plot. in short, i'm still single. and sort of, happy? a big question mark on that one. but as of this moment, i have a certain coco who completes my nights, as well as my mornings, breakfasts, lunches, dinners, etc.
3. school. still a fucker, a really badass fucker. but i'm enjoying though (MS Nursing, Psych Nursing), except for the minor subjects. i have always loathed those extra subjects that mean more time to consume instead of sparing those hours for studying (yeah right). i still don't get the whole point of these minor subjects.
4. 1D, 2A, 3B. yearly resectionings, though how much emotional trauma they have caused initially, are in fact helpful molding our batch as a whole. too bad i missed documenting our Nursing Fun Days 2010 event here. it was our best, yet :)
5. and, life in general. still the same, i guess? still facing the same problems (time management, school load, dirty room, self-esteem issues), which by the way, have become a monthly period. but i'm nearing at a point of climax. this was my sole reason why i had re-opened and logged into my blogger account. i need a corner to hypothetically cry (ha) and vent out all these lambasting emotions. seriously. i have a lot of issues lately

but I have consumed a lot of precious time already, which should have been an afternoon well-spent on studying, but of course, instead of doing that, i've photoshopped a shirt design for my ex-bestfriend and a holiday poster for our upcoming batch Christmas party (woot), and as usual, have myself stuck in internet traffic again. oh, social networking sites, the world would have had been better and more productive without you.

dinner, and then, school crap *crossing fingers tightly on this one*